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After having a total emotional breakdown yesterday, I have a day off to get myself into sorts. I am not sure when everything started just getting so heckitc that I started to forget to take care of my simple needs.
I have been struggling with everything, mostly just asserting myself and knowing when to say sorry but I can't. But that is something that I have always have struggled with- espeacially with such dominating personallities I have to deal with including my own daughters lol.
Things have been alright at work it just they have been scheduling me way to far out and they dont seem to unerstand I dont/wont have daycare. Though I wish i could get her involved in something for her sake and my sanity.
My weight is still dropping, not sure why but I did do a day of food journaling and I only consumed 800 calories so since then I have been trying to keep it atleast 1100.
school starts next week, I am super anxious and excited. I hope I can juggle everything. Thankfully Eric has started to be way more supportive, I couldn't be more thankful. We are hoping he will be able to get back to school this winter.
Well it such a nice day out I need to get the priness and puppy outside.
I have been struggling with everything, mostly just asserting myself and knowing when to say sorry but I can't. But that is something that I have always have struggled with- espeacially with such dominating personallities I have to deal with including my own daughters lol.
Things have been alright at work it just they have been scheduling me way to far out and they dont seem to unerstand I dont/wont have daycare. Though I wish i could get her involved in something for her sake and my sanity.
My weight is still dropping, not sure why but I did do a day of food journaling and I only consumed 800 calories so since then I have been trying to keep it atleast 1100.
school starts next week, I am super anxious and excited. I hope I can juggle everything. Thankfully Eric has started to be way more supportive, I couldn't be more thankful. We are hoping he will be able to get back to school this winter.
Well it such a nice day out I need to get the priness and puppy outside.