Lost
I feel it again...I keep longing for a new life to live. I hate living in this cursed existance. Everytime I wake up, I feel this pain that I have chosen to ignore. My heart shatters the moment I get out of bed and proceed with the typical day. I'm always lost, always lonely. I don't belong in this world. I can't tell anyone this pain or this distress. I feel like I am wasting the most precious years of my life in this world of loneliness. I find myself thinking more about running away and disappearing from my family's lives. Lately, I have been feeling this emptiness and anxiety. The life I live is devoid of happiness or truth. I keep feeling like my life is limited. I fear I'll die young and not accomplish my dreams. But as one said, "A dream isn't a dream if it can accomplished." My life, my actions, my thoughts...have no purpose. I am truely...Lost. My heart is broken. My heart...is rotting...away.