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well i have been out of school for about 2 weeks and i have caught up on my sleep a little bit...no job offers to date but i am still way hopeful...need to get my butt out there and check to see what this area is offering seeing as my school was so far from my home and they didnt deal with this area! Been working a ton i am now on my 7th day straight and the money is going to be really good i cant wait for this pay check i also cant wait til saturday for some reason...a friend of mine is having an easter egg hunt at his house and i am going to be bringing my son and a "friend " and his son to it with me...yay for me!!!!! also i found a libary near my house that i can actually walk to with my son...this is awesomne i really need to get out and explore new bedford more, apparently there is more to this place than i had thought...but oh my god that phone behind me is sooo loud!
so things with mr so and so are awesome!!! i had a dream the other night that we got married. the dream didnt freak me out so much as the fact that i was kinda upset that it was a dream. i woke up relieved that it wasnt true and then really upset that it wasnt true...and thats not like me, i mean i have never thought about marriage, not even the what the color of my dress would be or anything and now it seems that i cant get it out of my head. And so i told mr so and so about it and he didnt seem to mind so much i mean he even went as far to say that he looked really good in a tux! so i dont know if that means that he feels the same or if he was just humoring me seeing as he and i have the same views on marriage...i also dont know if he was freaked out but is really good at keeping his cool under pressure, i mean wtf you know i have been with him for only like 4 months and that comes up...AHHHHHHHHH i know that if that was me i would do a little nervous laugh and then run away for a little while! Anyway his son likes me, which is an awesome thing! i was really worried that he wouldnt but now that i know that he does i am not too worried about it!
ok well ill update a little more when i can