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I have to go to court today. yuk! its in brockton and its for the accident back in december. i am so nervous. I dont know what is going to happen. I think that is one of my biggest fears in life is not knowing if or when something really bad is going to happen, i like knowign that i have at least a moderate amount of control over what happens in my life. And i know that some will say that i am naive to believe that i even have that much control but i like to belive that i do. oh man i have such a headache from dealing with this, its been like a dark cloud hanging over my head all week. and i hate talking about it with people cuz i know that they are just going to say whatever happens happens but i hate court, nothing good has ever happened while i was at court.
but on a positive note i only have three weeks of school left, i have my midterm at the end of the week and then my final on the 29th. I also already might have a job lined up, i cant wait till i get the fuck out of target, i am sooooooo sick of that store, it is becoming more and more like walmart and how bradlees was! i will say however that i will miss certain people when i leave...and hopefully that people who i have become really close to will stay that close to me even after i leave.
three weeks...three weeks and then i can start the rest of my real life...all i have to do is graduate from this school, and get that job that is lined up and then i will have to follow through with the rest of my plans for my life's happiness. man thinking about it is getting me a little excited and a little nervous, ok alot nervous, but i know what needs to be done NEEDS to be done. three weeks three weeks ohh man three weeks. THREE FUCKING WEEKS
ok so thats it..have to go back to class...yay for boring computer basic 101!