A bit of my day
Oh gees, what would I do without technology?!!!
My evening = dinner, hw, CNN/New Hampshire election, Gov current even packet, cooking noodles for myself (again), should-be-studying-for-bio-quiz-but-called-friends-in-China.
They were in school, I called my bio teacher there. He gave his cell to one of my bffs and she just held on to it the whole time. I got to talk to SO MANY of them, my old classmates, it was so pleasant and exciting!!! Although a little bit awkward too, since I haven't called in such a long time. And for some of them, it's the first time I'm talking to them since I left. (not the besties of course) I did get to talk to the few besties though, and that was really satisfying! It's so good, SO GOOD, to hear their voices again. They hardly get to even use computers now, not to mention internet. So after almost a year, I finally get to talk to them again. It's really comforting. As if I was talking to them in person. I remember... remember how they looked, how they sounded, how great of a time we spent. Mostly I remember the good times, maybe I block more bad memories than other people, I don't know. Ahh, if only I could be there physically already!
I skipped International Club meeting so I could hang out with Sarah and Dylan. International Club is... not as fun any more for a variety of reasons. Meh. I told the sponsor I needed to get volunteer hours, which is true. But I didn't go to the meeting. O well. It was so worth it! haha :p
Turned out Trevor was there too! It was really awkward at the Starbucks though... actually embarrassing is the word. I took this lady's grand latte by mistake, thinking it was my vanilla latte. As I was wondering why it was not sweet after I licked the little bit of overflowing bubbles on the cap, this lady came to me, all freaked out. She apparently had a meeting to go to, and was a bit upset/anxious about the time as she waited tor another cup. I felt so horrible! ;alkdsjf it was bad. I offered her money for the "damage", because I really didn't know what else to say besides "I'm so sorry!" or what else to do. She said it was ok since she was getting a new cup anyway... but STILL. I was so so embarrassed.
Mom's coming back tomorrow... Blah. I really wish I get more time to myself. Horrible enough to say, when she's here, both of us are a lot tenser, esp. me. I have to keep a lot of things secret (include things I do), because she doesn't like them, or wouldn't like them.
I wish I were already in college, or in China, or somewhere out of my mom's reach. Calling her works. But living with her... doesn't work so smoothly.
My evening = dinner, hw, CNN/New Hampshire election, Gov current even packet, cooking noodles for myself (again), should-be-studying-for-bio-quiz-but-called-friends-in-China.
They were in school, I called my bio teacher there. He gave his cell to one of my bffs and she just held on to it the whole time. I got to talk to SO MANY of them, my old classmates, it was so pleasant and exciting!!! Although a little bit awkward too, since I haven't called in such a long time. And for some of them, it's the first time I'm talking to them since I left. (not the besties of course) I did get to talk to the few besties though, and that was really satisfying! It's so good, SO GOOD, to hear their voices again. They hardly get to even use computers now, not to mention internet. So after almost a year, I finally get to talk to them again. It's really comforting. As if I was talking to them in person. I remember... remember how they looked, how they sounded, how great of a time we spent. Mostly I remember the good times, maybe I block more bad memories than other people, I don't know. Ahh, if only I could be there physically already!
I skipped International Club meeting so I could hang out with Sarah and Dylan. International Club is... not as fun any more for a variety of reasons. Meh. I told the sponsor I needed to get volunteer hours, which is true. But I didn't go to the meeting. O well. It was so worth it! haha :p
Turned out Trevor was there too! It was really awkward at the Starbucks though... actually embarrassing is the word. I took this lady's grand latte by mistake, thinking it was my vanilla latte. As I was wondering why it was not sweet after I licked the little bit of overflowing bubbles on the cap, this lady came to me, all freaked out. She apparently had a meeting to go to, and was a bit upset/anxious about the time as she waited tor another cup. I felt so horrible! ;alkdsjf it was bad. I offered her money for the "damage", because I really didn't know what else to say besides "I'm so sorry!" or what else to do. She said it was ok since she was getting a new cup anyway... but STILL. I was so so embarrassed.
Mom's coming back tomorrow... Blah. I really wish I get more time to myself. Horrible enough to say, when she's here, both of us are a lot tenser, esp. me. I have to keep a lot of things secret (include things I do), because she doesn't like them, or wouldn't like them.
I wish I were already in college, or in China, or somewhere out of my mom's reach. Calling her works. But living with her... doesn't work so smoothly.