it's been awhile... lol
geez, i haven't updated this in so long! i'm so happy about now! it seems likes i went from always gettin in trouble and being depressed and thinking that doing bad things was the only way to have fun, to having fun being completely good and hanging out with my old friends and making new friends and it's just awesome i guess! the only thing keeping me from being completely happy, is my jealousy problem! but oh well! these last few weeks have been awesome! i started talking to brandon like everyday for like 3 hrs (cuz we have no life! j/k, i'm sure he does lol) and he is just so cool! he is already a better friend to me than some of my guy friends in the past. he just listens and he is way cool about everything and i just love him! he realy makes me realize the guy that i thought was so grand, maybe wasn't all that i thought he was uno?
last night me and liz and guido(doug) and sarah and brandon all went to the movies to see the forgotten. it was really weird, and maybe if i wasn't talking like through the whole thing i might have understood it! lol liz and brandon really are so cute ( i know some of you might not agree... but it makes him so damn happy uno? i just love it!) they r both so damn shy! during the movies me and sarah were making firework noises at them. it was great! let me say that i also had some fireworks during the movie... but i'm kinda shy about it so we will just leave it at that... lol! who would have thought i could like someone besides some bad ass boy who just plays me all the time!i mean, he was just so cute and nice uno? kinda reminds me of levi in a way... could that be why i'm so attracted? i hope not! lol but really i'm just so happy!
** ASHLEY: I SAW "HIM" AT THE MOVIES LAST NIGHT! (i hope u know who i'm talking about, cuz he is your "him", and i will feel retarded if you don't.. lol) AND LET ME SAY HE WAS LOOKIN FINE! i will tell u more on this on tuesday in 6th hr! well, this was one long ass entry, so yeah adios amigos!