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What a day...Today I had one of those days where I felt like a horrible mom and wished I could just give up everything and walk away and never come back. But of course I would never do that because I love my guys too much. Some days are just soooo overwhelming. Christian just had one of those days where he wanted me to hold him all the time and I was getting frustrated because I needed to get some things done. I know it's my main job to take care of his needs and everything else (i.e. housework) is just a "bonus". And some people would say, well just let him cry...But when Josh sleeps during the day, I can't just let him do that and besides when he cries it makes me sad, becuase he normally doesn't cry that much and it breaks my heart (yeah I know I'm a big dork). Anyway, I am feeling a little better now. Nikki and Kyle came over and we all went to Friendly's and Christian was actually good :) Well, I gotta go spend time with Josh before he goes to work because I love him and I need to tell him that.