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I haven't written in this thing in a very long time....I forgot I even had it. LOL.
Well, I have my beautiful baby boy to take care of now. He's the best thing that ever happened to me (well, besides Josh, but without him, Christian wouldn't be here ;) Life is different now. I wouldn't say for the worse, but definately different. Some days are great, and others aren't. I always love being a mom, but sometimes I guess I feel trapped. Does that sound selfish or what? Oh well, it is the life I chose and it's not like I ever did much anyway. Sometimes it would just be nice if I could leave the house for an hour without feeling guilty. It's not that Josh says I can't do stuff, it's just the way I feel. Well, I gotta take care of Christain now.
Well, I have my beautiful baby boy to take care of now. He's the best thing that ever happened to me (well, besides Josh, but without him, Christian wouldn't be here ;) Life is different now. I wouldn't say for the worse, but definately different. Some days are great, and others aren't. I always love being a mom, but sometimes I guess I feel trapped. Does that sound selfish or what? Oh well, it is the life I chose and it's not like I ever did much anyway. Sometimes it would just be nice if I could leave the house for an hour without feeling guilty. It's not that Josh says I can't do stuff, it's just the way I feel. Well, I gotta take care of Christain now.