Jul 19, 2010 18:13
Rather I should be writing, what to do. I need to get to Southern California to see my grandpa one last time. I would really like to get some pictures of him and Liam.
Today I spoke with my grandma who said that he no longer recognizes her and thinks she's the nurse or friend. This is taken to be more mini strokes inside his sweet, ancient head.
Bill is not too thrilled with me driving down to Southern, CA by myself, though I am not adverse to the idea and secretly love the adventure. I've done it before and driving has always been a get away for me.
Part of me would rather be in NC in 6 to 8 weeks with my Aunt. She is in a crisis situation with the passing of my uncle and I feel as if that is where the need is. Whereas my grandpa has had a full, happy life.
I don't know what to do. Thinking about it makes me tired and I'm tired of Bill going back and forth over to what he is willing to do.
None the less, I'll get the oil and brakes changed just in case.