You know you're a dork if you're irritated that you can't pick 'jovial' for your mood

[mommyissa]

I'm sad because I'm finally getting in contact with all of you again here & I'm going to be gone! We have been borrowing this computer from Brian's super loser friend (He said 'Apocolits,' and 'libarry,' the other day) & now he's taking it back. He's selling it to someone for drugs. I think it irritated him that when he'd call to demand things from Brian (he's the quintessential free loader) the phone was busy. 56k is bad enough, but it's better than nothing. Actually it's been pretty much 33.3 and that is painful after having a cable modem for like 3 years. Anyway, we don't have a modem for Brian's computer. That means I won't be around for however long it takes for us to get one.
So, I'm glad I got to talk to all of you for this past week, you don't know how much I've loved being back in touch. I miss you guys so much I can't even describe it. I don't ever want to go back to the constant drama/party life, I'm alive today because I hugely cut that down (I've been sober for many years, other than a tiny bit of drinking last year), but I do miss the friendships & getting to keep in shape on the dancefloor. I miss accidentally kicking people in the head because I'm dancing with my eyes closed to PWEI, or Skinny Puppy. (If you are a person I did this to, I apologise, it's unintentional, just give me a wide berth when I'm dancing, hahaha)
I will try to get on here when I can.
Much love,
Lissa