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I am going to apply for East end Disability in a week. I am going to make an appointment. Nico had a bad day, he was cranky and throwing toys, fighting with his cousin , so i got him to bed by 8:30pm. I was falling asleep but then i started thinking about moving out, how nervous, but excited and scared, any encouraging words would be good. I am looking forward to everything, yet sad at the same time. I want to prove to myself and my parents i can make it. Oh god please pray for a smooth ride through this.
I don't know whats going to happen, but if i get accepted i'll have my own apt and i'll be working on my independance. I am going to put all things together and do what needs to be done, all i can say is it will be worth it and i'll be ok...
Marc imed me, he wants to see nico on sat at the mall possibly, i hope he calls for nicos sake. I have been civil with him and we've been working on things. We started to talk about things. Its a start.
I have been losing weight and feeling great! Walking 3 times a week. doing excersizing, dancing, latin dancing, cardio, gotta add weights soon.
I don't know whats going to happen, but if i get accepted i'll have my own apt and i'll be working on my independance. I am going to put all things together and do what needs to be done, all i can say is it will be worth it and i'll be ok...
Marc imed me, he wants to see nico on sat at the mall possibly, i hope he calls for nicos sake. I have been civil with him and we've been working on things. We started to talk about things. Its a start.
I have been losing weight and feeling great! Walking 3 times a week. doing excersizing, dancing, latin dancing, cardio, gotta add weights soon.