scary
i think ive come to the scariest conclusion ever.... i think ive really fully fallen in love. and its scary. i find my self putting him above everything including family and sometimes friends. ive never done this. its scaring me. but i know that if i ever loose him ill be devistated. i know everyone told me not to get too attached bc of the chances of it actually working out was slim but i couldnt help my self... hes perfect. well this is bout it. this is my realization for a while. i love u more than anything sam.
other than just chillin with him... ive been working. and dealing with the family. but this past weekend was the greatest ever!!! thursday my friend, kandus from spain, came to visit. yay i hadnt seen her in forever. i missed her so much. so we took her out to rain. it ended up being one of THE best times ever. a TON of ppl went and a ton of friends from my work. so rediculously fun. me nad kandus showed everyone wat freaks we can really be. lol. that was interesting then friday i worked and took her to play pool with chris and roman. it was fun. me and kandus are retards and its funny wen we are acting up together. wat fun!!! saturday i had a meeting at 730 am!!! uugghhh it was tough but the best part about it... was.... i got to smash and rub in a shaving cream pie in the face of my sales manager bc he lost a bet. WOW!!!! that was it. i was ready to die there nad just go straight to heaven. me and veronica were seriously the first ones ready to just shove it in petes face. if u all dont know... i HATE my sales managers guts!!! hes prolly one of hte biggest sexist pricks to ever walk this earth. so that pie in the face felt so rediculously good. there were 3 other managers there that had to be pied too but no one reallly cared bout them. everyone wanted to see pete get smashed. lol good times. that day kandus left also... :( o well. im just glad i got to see her. then i had to close that nite. then me, D, steph and sam went to my friend from works house and had a few beers with everyone. saw some old friends and hungout with some awesome new ones. lol good times. well thas bout it.
other than just chillin with him... ive been working. and dealing with the family. but this past weekend was the greatest ever!!! thursday my friend, kandus from spain, came to visit. yay i hadnt seen her in forever. i missed her so much. so we took her out to rain. it ended up being one of THE best times ever. a TON of ppl went and a ton of friends from my work. so rediculously fun. me nad kandus showed everyone wat freaks we can really be. lol. that was interesting then friday i worked and took her to play pool with chris and roman. it was fun. me and kandus are retards and its funny wen we are acting up together. wat fun!!! saturday i had a meeting at 730 am!!! uugghhh it was tough but the best part about it... was.... i got to smash and rub in a shaving cream pie in the face of my sales manager bc he lost a bet. WOW!!!! that was it. i was ready to die there nad just go straight to heaven. me and veronica were seriously the first ones ready to just shove it in petes face. if u all dont know... i HATE my sales managers guts!!! hes prolly one of hte biggest sexist pricks to ever walk this earth. so that pie in the face felt so rediculously good. there were 3 other managers there that had to be pied too but no one reallly cared bout them. everyone wanted to see pete get smashed. lol good times. that day kandus left also... :( o well. im just glad i got to see her. then i had to close that nite. then me, D, steph and sam went to my friend from works house and had a few beers with everyone. saw some old friends and hungout with some awesome new ones. lol good times. well thas bout it.