NEW YEAR ....NEW BEGINNINGS
It is a new year and so I plan to have a lot of starts to things and become a new person.
I learned something today...something that I have known all along but chose to ignore. People have told me this as well but again i have chose to ignore them. I had to learn it for myself and let myself find out the hard way.
Things I promise to do starting this week:
1. Stop being so damn nice....I am now going to be putting myself infront of other people. No more putting my friends first.
2. Go to the gym for at least 1 hour everyday!
3. Start eating healthier...no more pop and no more fast food.
4. I am going to try hard in school.
. a. Do all of my homework
. b. Pay better attention in class
. c. Actually go to class -- never miss any classes unless it is something . I can not avoid
I am going to do this. I know that it will be hard but I know that I have to do this and I have to stop letting other run my life. I need to take chage myself and worry only about me. Yeah I will still be nice and caring and shit just not as much as I used to. No more giving people things or buying them things just because they asked for them. No more lending out money unless I KNOW that I will be paid back (so far...I have a record of never being paid back) I am just trying to better myself and become more responsible, independant, and more secure in my life.
I am 23 years old. I need my own place, not a place with roommate (granted I like where I live and I enjoy living there. I just think it is time that I possibly think about being on my own and shit.) I need to finish school. I have about 3 more years left. If possible I want to get it done as soon as I can. That means that I will have to work extra hard and possibly take classes in the summer (I am still not sure bout this going to class in the summer thing) I need to start worrying about my future. I need to start saving money and just growing up. I need to think about careers and shit that i want in the future. I do want a family and stuff, eventhough I joke about it all the time saying that I dont want to get married or have kids.
I just want to be a better person. That is what I am going to work on this year. If you are going to be there to help me then GREAT.....I thank you for it. But if you plan on hurting my progress or trying to stop me.....then you can just FUCK OFF!
I learned something today...something that I have known all along but chose to ignore. People have told me this as well but again i have chose to ignore them. I had to learn it for myself and let myself find out the hard way.
Things I promise to do starting this week:
1. Stop being so damn nice....I am now going to be putting myself infront of other people. No more putting my friends first.
2. Go to the gym for at least 1 hour everyday!
3. Start eating healthier...no more pop and no more fast food.
4. I am going to try hard in school.
. a. Do all of my homework
. b. Pay better attention in class
. c. Actually go to class -- never miss any classes unless it is something . I can not avoid
I am going to do this. I know that it will be hard but I know that I have to do this and I have to stop letting other run my life. I need to take chage myself and worry only about me. Yeah I will still be nice and caring and shit just not as much as I used to. No more giving people things or buying them things just because they asked for them. No more lending out money unless I KNOW that I will be paid back (so far...I have a record of never being paid back) I am just trying to better myself and become more responsible, independant, and more secure in my life.
I am 23 years old. I need my own place, not a place with roommate (granted I like where I live and I enjoy living there. I just think it is time that I possibly think about being on my own and shit.) I need to finish school. I have about 3 more years left. If possible I want to get it done as soon as I can. That means that I will have to work extra hard and possibly take classes in the summer (I am still not sure bout this going to class in the summer thing) I need to start worrying about my future. I need to start saving money and just growing up. I need to think about careers and shit that i want in the future. I do want a family and stuff, eventhough I joke about it all the time saying that I dont want to get married or have kids.
I just want to be a better person. That is what I am going to work on this year. If you are going to be there to help me then GREAT.....I thank you for it. But if you plan on hurting my progress or trying to stop me.....then you can just FUCK OFF!