annoying...

Dec 05, 2005 14:10

i knew we had a nutrlab quiz today on the computations. i studied yesterday afternoon and today before going to class. i memorized the steps and the procedures, even the values, in case Ms. would ask for them.

by the time i took my test, i knew what to do and how to do it. my test was at 7am. but then when i submitted it, my friend DonDon said, "luzee, diba dapat ABW instead of DBW kung overweight yung tao?" then it hit me. in the end... my answers after number 3 were ALL wrong. there were around 15 numbers with 5 points each. i wanted so bad to get a good grade there because if you did, you'd have the choice of wanting to keep that grade and carryover to your finals or if you didn't want to take your finals at all.

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER FAILED AN EXAM AFTER HIGH SCHOOL.

i feel AWFUL.

not only that. Joseph (my classmate who always eats the food and doesn't prepare and ALWAYS copies and doesn't think first) checked my paper. apparently, he got it right. he's always competing with me. when he saw i was wrong, HE LAUGHED. As in laugh... not giggle.

Joseph: hahahaha
luzee: ang sama mo! never naman kita tinatawanan when you fail ah!
Joseph: hahahahha!!! (with more sarcasm than ever)
luzee: it's okay, at least i tried.
joseph: wahahahhahaa!!!!!!
luzee: alam mo, nangiinsulto ka na. you wouldn't have gotten it right without copying from DonDon. and you know it.

then he kept quiet.

i feel bad not because he got higher than me but because he had to be so rude and laugh at me, making it clear that i did get lower than him. but i thought about it, he never really does anything right without someone else's help.

when carlo met up with me, i cried. i cried for failing and for being laughed at. it hurt. it still hurts. carlo couldn't do anything else but hug me. i was crying in the sidewalk of benilde. what a shame.
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