sleep is overrated
its 1230 in the morning, and i still can't fall asleep!
this sucks completely and utterly. i have watch soon.. so im hoping if i write a little of whats on my mind, i'll sleep better.. tomorrow is my first interview with the prosecuter. i don't know what to expect so much, i am a little scared of whats going to happen. i know they are on my side and all that. its still a hard thing to do. BUT! i know im a strong woman, and i can do this! i miss adam. im flying up to rhode island to see him, i think this will be a huge relief, he always calms me down so much. i've been feeling quite anti-social lately.. everhave those times where you feel like you're just viewing the world differently than most people.? i mean, everyone has their own perspective on whats around them.. but, idk. it's hard to explain. its almost like 'is the glass half full or half empty?' i'm more of the person to think whats in the glass? you can have it to the brim, but it won't matter if its filled with cough syrup rather than honey. then who's stay what is reality? i may percieve the glass is there, but is it? (lol.. now i sound like im hallucinating..haha..) i guess thats the best way i can describe it.. i think im sleepy now, so im going to take my chances with the pillow : ) lol....
this sucks completely and utterly. i have watch soon.. so im hoping if i write a little of whats on my mind, i'll sleep better.. tomorrow is my first interview with the prosecuter. i don't know what to expect so much, i am a little scared of whats going to happen. i know they are on my side and all that. its still a hard thing to do. BUT! i know im a strong woman, and i can do this! i miss adam. im flying up to rhode island to see him, i think this will be a huge relief, he always calms me down so much. i've been feeling quite anti-social lately.. everhave those times where you feel like you're just viewing the world differently than most people.? i mean, everyone has their own perspective on whats around them.. but, idk. it's hard to explain. its almost like 'is the glass half full or half empty?' i'm more of the person to think whats in the glass? you can have it to the brim, but it won't matter if its filled with cough syrup rather than honey. then who's stay what is reality? i may percieve the glass is there, but is it? (lol.. now i sound like im hallucinating..haha..) i guess thats the best way i can describe it.. i think im sleepy now, so im going to take my chances with the pillow : ) lol....