strip me till i'm barely there
it's amazing how easily influenced i am by my friends emotions.
actually i wish i didn't have emotions.
life would be numb and pointless,
but at least it would be less painful.
that statement was terribly emo,
but i'm really not right now.
i'm in that weird mood again...
i think i have a disorder.
i've screwed up my life.
and i didn't even have to try.
not trying is how it happened.
its amazing how easy it is.
i need to learn to say things that i'm thinking and feeling.
i need to act on my emotions,
grow some balls or something...
because opportunities are passing by.
i need more sleep because i feel quite delirious (sp?)
and i need to learn to not speed,
or at least not get caught.
actually i wish i didn't have emotions.
life would be numb and pointless,
but at least it would be less painful.
that statement was terribly emo,
but i'm really not right now.
i'm in that weird mood again...
i think i have a disorder.
i've screwed up my life.
and i didn't even have to try.
not trying is how it happened.
its amazing how easy it is.
i need to learn to say things that i'm thinking and feeling.
i need to act on my emotions,
grow some balls or something...
because opportunities are passing by.
i need more sleep because i feel quite delirious (sp?)
and i need to learn to not speed,
or at least not get caught.