why do people leave themselves alone with their thoughts?

Jul 06, 2005 23:45

i tend to do that too much. i get twisted up in them. sometimes telling myself not to think certain things when it's too late, they've already entered my mind. sometimes i'm too confused with myself. i get frustrated that my life doesn't perfectly align like the ends of books. i'm sick and tired of happy endings when that's not how life always goes. but then if the book or movie didn't have a happy ending i would be mad at the same time. i guess it's just something i want to happen so it will reassure me.
I think i'm going to the lake with Lexie today. but i kinda gotta hurry and get off the internet so she can call me. hmmm now that would be smart.
I don't know what i want... yet again. most of the time i'm like this. i should be hit... really hard.
the sisterhood of the traveling pants was good they didn't really change much. tibby didn't have a little pet and some things like that. but it was sad. sorry i couldn't take you mallory and whoever else wanted to go. i wasn't the one driving. :)
we played volleyball and swam in my pool really late last night. then i stayed up till about 4:00. i don't know why i couldn't sleep.
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