finally i updated...

Aug 02, 2006 09:51

I can't remember the last time I updated. It was probably over a month ago. I've wanted to update but I either didn't have the time or didn't feel like it when updating would come to my mind. I move back to USF on sunday the 13th. It feels weird that I won't have a new roommate to get used to or an RA to talk to. I'm going to be the RA. I have a lot of cute ideas and i'm just hoping they turn out all right. I've been nervous about it lately but I know I'll be fine once I get the hang of it.
My classes are going to be TOO easy and my research shouldn't take up much of my time either so my schedule is going to turn out to be quite interesting b/c I might actually have time to do a few things this semester. My own room and my own space. WOW. Sounds like this year might be exactly what I need. I've felt kind of lost lately but I think I know what I'm lacking. I miss my friends, I miss school, and I'm not sure about a few things.
What if i'm lonely without a roommate? This feels so incredibly weird. Not once since i've been in college have I really had my "own" space. But i'm sure i'll have enough visits to cover up for the lost roommate? But I might like having my own room to but i will definitely miss always having someone to vent to and watch movies with. No more zombie movies that freak me out right before bed, no more bed time stories, no more weird smells coming from one side of the room? haha... joking....
Buy anyways... I don't think I'm the same person that I was two years ago. I know i'm not. I'm probably not even the same person that last left USF. I need to figure things out. I don't want to hurt anyone but I just know that there's more out there.
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