Trust and Letting Go
OK, so I admit the hardest thing I am trying to learn right now in my life is to have complete trust, and letting things go. I let my brain dwell on things, these thoughts go through my head over and over and over again. I have to tell myself to stop, and let it go at least 5 times before it ever even begins to happen.
Sometimes I think I let my cranium get the best of me. I have learned (little by little) not to over analyze everything. I have to convince myself that I don't have to try to make sense of everything. Sometimes it's ok to just go with the flow of those around you.
It is a hard lesson, but I believe I am getting it. As I said "little by little". Everyday is a new adventure, I am learning to finally not have to dominate the conversation, I can actually listen to others and really "HEAR" what they are saying. One of my friends sexyfoxx_1983 had posted a poem called "slow dance". I really think that applies to me. I try to slow things down more now so that I can enjoy the moments before they fade away to just a memory.
Now I just have to convince myself that I don't have to have control of everything in my life........the easy part, right?...........
Sometimes I think I let my cranium get the best of me. I have learned (little by little) not to over analyze everything. I have to convince myself that I don't have to try to make sense of everything. Sometimes it's ok to just go with the flow of those around you.
It is a hard lesson, but I believe I am getting it. As I said "little by little". Everyday is a new adventure, I am learning to finally not have to dominate the conversation, I can actually listen to others and really "HEAR" what they are saying. One of my friends sexyfoxx_1983 had posted a poem called "slow dance". I really think that applies to me. I try to slow things down more now so that I can enjoy the moments before they fade away to just a memory.
Now I just have to convince myself that I don't have to have control of everything in my life........the easy part, right?...........