Someone to talk to?
hi. I never really knew my mom. I was 2 when she passed. Things are okay now i guess because i live with my grandparents and they feel just like my parents.
So...i'm not exactly the same as a lot of you. my mom didn't get sick or anything like that (sorry to those who's mothers did, my condolences) she was living life the very fullest. She liked to train dogs for flyball and horses. She loved horses.
But what happened was she was murdered by my father. It feels like every time I'm happy, I get sad again because I feel like I shouldn't feel happy. It feels like if life can be so horrible that this could happen, what's the point of being happy?
If anyone wants to talk I here. I'm a pretty good listener. just add me up or comment on my journal.
i just need to have someone to listen to me too.
So...i'm not exactly the same as a lot of you. my mom didn't get sick or anything like that (sorry to those who's mothers did, my condolences) she was living life the very fullest. She liked to train dogs for flyball and horses. She loved horses.
But what happened was she was murdered by my father. It feels like every time I'm happy, I get sad again because I feel like I shouldn't feel happy. It feels like if life can be so horrible that this could happen, what's the point of being happy?
If anyone wants to talk I here. I'm a pretty good listener. just add me up or comment on my journal.
i just need to have someone to listen to me too.