He Has Liver Damage
I guess his appointment didn't go so well. Liver damage. Possibly from the high volume of Trileptol he takes. May be it's even from the generic shit. We don't know how bad the damage is either. I want to know if his blood work brought that up then how did the ER not know about it? Or did they and just didn't care. I don't know . I am a wreck right now. I don't know what to do. What if he dies? Liver failure is way more dangerous then a seizure any day. I'm so scared. The worst part is I have no one to really talk to about it. I have no close friends who can be with me when I need them. I'm not even sure if I should call Mitsuki or not. Will it really make a difference? I feel so alone right now. Now all the stupid fights seem even more worthless then before. I might be wasting precious time with him. We wanted to have another baby in the future. Now what? Is there a future? How long will it be? Is liver damage reversible? Will we ever be the same again?