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The last day or so has been truly hell. Can't seem to get the rest I truly need to get. Same old shit, it seems that when i do finally get to sleep someone comes in an say Hey. I feel like i don't do anyone any good and i cause all this to happen. And i hurt or chase away the ones that really matter and are very caring and helpful to others. They seem to need to leave. And all i do is cause stress and drama. All i would like to do is help. But instead I really just want to disappear.