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i still feel like shit. i am mental. these steriods are supposed to leave my system in about 54 hrs...ithink i am about 36-40 hrs onto it...
i feel like i have been hit by a truck. it hurts to touch my jaw, my arms, and my ribs. i am tired of feeling crazy. i dont want to take anymore pills. i want to be me again.
dave has to leave for camp tomoorrow, he will be gone 10 days. i am feeling very overwhelemed about this, and am finding it very hard not be be a bitch to him. we really need the $, and i know he is not adbandoning me, but it sure feels like it. if i could just fast forward 2-3 days, i am sure everything would be ok.
i feel like i have been hit by a truck. it hurts to touch my jaw, my arms, and my ribs. i am tired of feeling crazy. i dont want to take anymore pills. i want to be me again.
dave has to leave for camp tomoorrow, he will be gone 10 days. i am feeling very overwhelemed about this, and am finding it very hard not be be a bitch to him. we really need the $, and i know he is not adbandoning me, but it sure feels like it. if i could just fast forward 2-3 days, i am sure everything would be ok.