And it all slows down
Things are going to begin, end, and change for me in matter of 3 weeks starting the 9th of August.
I miss Mike , I don't know how to make him interested in my life, or what is going on with him. I feel like I have pathetically tried to reach out without being an inconvience, but to no avail I still feel distant.
Im going to Hawaii..again. Im going to do the most spontaneous thing I have ever done in my 18 years. Live. Im going because I want to , because it feels amazing. Its worth it, cause everything could be over by tommorrow right?
Allyson.I feel like I am losing you, and I don't know how to tell you without you getting mad
I am so excited to go to SDSU. I am in love with the possibilities, of meeting new people, new everything. I have been ready for a long time. But im scared shitless :)
A few nights ago I cried myself to sleep thinking about the loss of my best friend to something I cannot control. Funny how anyone under 25 thinks they have all the time in the world, and that we are all so invincible. Its just not true.
I miss Mike , I don't know how to make him interested in my life, or what is going on with him. I feel like I have pathetically tried to reach out without being an inconvience, but to no avail I still feel distant.
Im going to Hawaii..again. Im going to do the most spontaneous thing I have ever done in my 18 years. Live. Im going because I want to , because it feels amazing. Its worth it, cause everything could be over by tommorrow right?
Allyson.I feel like I am losing you, and I don't know how to tell you without you getting mad
I am so excited to go to SDSU. I am in love with the possibilities, of meeting new people, new everything. I have been ready for a long time. But im scared shitless :)
A few nights ago I cried myself to sleep thinking about the loss of my best friend to something I cannot control. Funny how anyone under 25 thinks they have all the time in the world, and that we are all so invincible. Its just not true.