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idk what to do. I wake up everyday and go ride the horse. I have to ride her every fricken day so the training will stick in her head and she will start to learn things. if i get her trained well enough, i can make money off of her.. but its harder than it sounds. i never knew training the horse would be so annoying. i have to read shit on-line to understand what to do.
I feel real distanced from everyone... last summer was so much fun and i was always doing stuff, now i see all these people that hang out and party and I do the same shit everyday. I dont think going out to clubs is fun, expecially when you have a boyfriend would wouldnt allow that. I feel like iv distanced myself from everyone over the school year and now I'm all alone. I have kody and megan and hannah, those r the three people i talk to. Me and megan hang out, but its only when our boyfriends are busy or they are together. what sucks is kody works till 4:30 and that usually when i go to work, so the only time we can see eachother is when i get out of work and he goes to sleep early because he has to work so i just end up spending the night and doing nothing.
I feel like i have to hang out with him because #1 i like to be around him.. but #2 if i dont he will think i "dont like him and like mike still" seriously mike came in and fucked everything up. i used to think it would be so cool to have 2 boys fight over you but its the dumbest thing ever... I still cant believe mike put norm in the hospitol. I wish mike and kody woulda met and been friends like it was PLANNED. but some dumb bitch had to go and tell mike kody wanted to beat his ass and kody never said that.
Mike said alot of things to kody that offended me and made me look back. Kodys trust in me was lessned even though all the things mike said happened before me and kody dated, but we were "talking". I never did anything sexually with mike after we broke up no matter what he says.
Charlies Taridactil nose girlfriend hates me and all her friends included fucked up teeth allysha and hey i try to look skinny but im not shelby jo. They sent a "group text" to charlie saying they dont like me because im a SCANDELOUS HOE, for talking to my ex boyfriend.
Well lets see kody knew i was talking to mike becasuse id be like " hey i talked to mike today and he said....." and kody was going to meet mike and didnt have a problem with mike so had no problem with me talking to him. than after the whole ordeal went down now kody went back in my phone and the once a month calls since january and is flipping out. im like DUDE U KNEW I WAS TALKING TO HIM AND U KNEW WE DIDNT LIKE EACHOTHER. than fucking stuiped people who dont know any of this and just judge the picture on how kody presents it, think iv been talking to my ex behind kodys back in some "i want you back" kind of way, which was NOT HOW IT WAS.
so i look like a dumb fuck and people keep talking about me. ANd it doesnt help that the whole norm getting beat up by "montana ex mike who she talks to behind kodys back" went around swan valley because now im the evil bitch who dudes fought over and ended up in the ICU and might have to get brain surgery..
NO ONE THINKS hmmm maybe it had NOTHING TO DO WITH MONTANA AND MIKE DATEING.
lets go back to the real source of all this.
its when SOMEONE told mike that kody waanted to beat his ass.
So mike called kody and talked shit.
so kody wanted to beat mikes ass than.
aND Norm wanted to show he was a good friend by standing up for his friend.
so he got super cant stand up straight drunk, and called mike and called him a "nigger"
mike than proceeded to come to kodys and beat norms ass..
him im not included in any of that. so bitches can keep hateing me beacuse norm got hurt and they feel so bad for him that they need a bad guy to blame and talk about and send "group texts" about... whata bunch of lames!!!!
Damn it just annoys me. None of them can judge me, two of them sleep around like crazy and the other cheats on her boyfriend while he cheats on her...
anyways. i coulda sleep and felt like typing, now im all typed out.
I feel real distanced from everyone... last summer was so much fun and i was always doing stuff, now i see all these people that hang out and party and I do the same shit everyday. I dont think going out to clubs is fun, expecially when you have a boyfriend would wouldnt allow that. I feel like iv distanced myself from everyone over the school year and now I'm all alone. I have kody and megan and hannah, those r the three people i talk to. Me and megan hang out, but its only when our boyfriends are busy or they are together. what sucks is kody works till 4:30 and that usually when i go to work, so the only time we can see eachother is when i get out of work and he goes to sleep early because he has to work so i just end up spending the night and doing nothing.
I feel like i have to hang out with him because #1 i like to be around him.. but #2 if i dont he will think i "dont like him and like mike still" seriously mike came in and fucked everything up. i used to think it would be so cool to have 2 boys fight over you but its the dumbest thing ever... I still cant believe mike put norm in the hospitol. I wish mike and kody woulda met and been friends like it was PLANNED. but some dumb bitch had to go and tell mike kody wanted to beat his ass and kody never said that.
Mike said alot of things to kody that offended me and made me look back. Kodys trust in me was lessned even though all the things mike said happened before me and kody dated, but we were "talking". I never did anything sexually with mike after we broke up no matter what he says.
Charlies Taridactil nose girlfriend hates me and all her friends included fucked up teeth allysha and hey i try to look skinny but im not shelby jo. They sent a "group text" to charlie saying they dont like me because im a SCANDELOUS HOE, for talking to my ex boyfriend.
Well lets see kody knew i was talking to mike becasuse id be like " hey i talked to mike today and he said....." and kody was going to meet mike and didnt have a problem with mike so had no problem with me talking to him. than after the whole ordeal went down now kody went back in my phone and the once a month calls since january and is flipping out. im like DUDE U KNEW I WAS TALKING TO HIM AND U KNEW WE DIDNT LIKE EACHOTHER. than fucking stuiped people who dont know any of this and just judge the picture on how kody presents it, think iv been talking to my ex behind kodys back in some "i want you back" kind of way, which was NOT HOW IT WAS.
so i look like a dumb fuck and people keep talking about me. ANd it doesnt help that the whole norm getting beat up by "montana ex mike who she talks to behind kodys back" went around swan valley because now im the evil bitch who dudes fought over and ended up in the ICU and might have to get brain surgery..
NO ONE THINKS hmmm maybe it had NOTHING TO DO WITH MONTANA AND MIKE DATEING.
lets go back to the real source of all this.
its when SOMEONE told mike that kody waanted to beat his ass.
So mike called kody and talked shit.
so kody wanted to beat mikes ass than.
aND Norm wanted to show he was a good friend by standing up for his friend.
so he got super cant stand up straight drunk, and called mike and called him a "nigger"
mike than proceeded to come to kodys and beat norms ass..
him im not included in any of that. so bitches can keep hateing me beacuse norm got hurt and they feel so bad for him that they need a bad guy to blame and talk about and send "group texts" about... whata bunch of lames!!!!
Damn it just annoys me. None of them can judge me, two of them sleep around like crazy and the other cheats on her boyfriend while he cheats on her...
anyways. i coulda sleep and felt like typing, now im all typed out.