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So my grandma hester has Cancer.
ANd its like woah, I'm not close to my family AT ALL, but the one person i was, is my G-ma.
Idk how much longer she will live, but i just want to think about all the stuff I'm going to miss.
Im going to miss taking trips with the horses, trail riding for hours.
Im going to miss going to horse Auctions.
Going to church, then out to eat after.
Im going to miss laughing with my grandma till we cryed, she was such a teenager at heart.
Im going to miss getting into fights with her.
Im going to miss making pudding at 11 p.m hot off the stove, dipping my popcorn in it, and watching late night westerns.
I miss laying in bed out at there house listening to the grandfather clock.
I miss waking up early and eating corn pops.
I miss going out to the barn and taking care of the horses, morning and night.
I miss going to macdonalds for every meal.
I miss spending weekends, and weeks during the summer at there house.
I miss how much grandpa used to talk.
I'm going to miss how grandma smells.
Or how her laugh sounds.
I miss her purple coat, or her old work boots.
I Miss telling her to walk faster beacuse she was so slow.
I miss joking with grandma when we were in public about how grandpa never stops talking to people.
We would joke about how he talks to complete strangers for hours, who dont want to talk to him at all.
I miss listening to country and the christian channel... well maybe not the christian channel... deffinitly not the christian channel.
I miss church outings at pator mikes, weither it be during the summer when we swam in the pond, or snowmobileing in the winter.
I miss meeting up with my aunt and riding our horses together.
I miss all the horses shows we went to, when money didnt mean a thing and we were just there to have "fun".
I'll rememeber how much i HATED when they said people just came to have fun... beacuse people came to win.
I miss when i could give her a hug without it hurting her.
I miss when she could laugh without it hurting her ribs.
I miss when weight was my grandmas only concern.
I thought i would never miss helping them clean out that house for the church beacuse it was a waste of my time... but i do miss it... anytime with them i miss.
I miss driving all over the state for stuiped stuff, like a tack store, or a garage sale.
I miss listening to grandmas storys about my dad when he was a kid, and even me.
I miss watching home movies over and over, me and matt swinging eachother around till he fell into the t.v.
I miss bringing my friends over to watch my stuiped home videos.
I miss bring friends out there to ride the horses.
I miss when life was so care free and spending a summer with your grandparents wasnt lame.
I miss playing with the logs in the front livving room for hours.
I miss taking my long ass baths until the water was cold.
I misss the feeling of being out in the middle of nowhere, in a little house with two people that I love.
I miss the sound of grandpa or G-ma getting up in the morning, knowing for sure theyd get me up in about an hour.
I miss the sound of grandma listeing to t.v for awhile while i tried to go to bed, beacuse i was to afriad to go asleep alone.
I miss grandma reading me storys before bed, i love rumpilstillskin and grandmas way of telling the end.
I miss eating all the horses apples before actually giving it to them.
I miss cocoa.
I miss lacey.
I miss galloping through the pasture without being afraid of getting bucked off.
I could go on forever... I have so many memories with my grandparents.. exp. My Grandma.
Idk how i would feel if she died? she is the youngest out of all my grandparents, it just doesnt make sense, it isnt fair.
:-(
ANd its like woah, I'm not close to my family AT ALL, but the one person i was, is my G-ma.
Idk how much longer she will live, but i just want to think about all the stuff I'm going to miss.
Im going to miss taking trips with the horses, trail riding for hours.
Im going to miss going to horse Auctions.
Going to church, then out to eat after.
Im going to miss laughing with my grandma till we cryed, she was such a teenager at heart.
Im going to miss getting into fights with her.
Im going to miss making pudding at 11 p.m hot off the stove, dipping my popcorn in it, and watching late night westerns.
I miss laying in bed out at there house listening to the grandfather clock.
I miss waking up early and eating corn pops.
I miss going out to the barn and taking care of the horses, morning and night.
I miss going to macdonalds for every meal.
I miss spending weekends, and weeks during the summer at there house.
I miss how much grandpa used to talk.
I'm going to miss how grandma smells.
Or how her laugh sounds.
I miss her purple coat, or her old work boots.
I Miss telling her to walk faster beacuse she was so slow.
I miss joking with grandma when we were in public about how grandpa never stops talking to people.
We would joke about how he talks to complete strangers for hours, who dont want to talk to him at all.
I miss listening to country and the christian channel... well maybe not the christian channel... deffinitly not the christian channel.
I miss church outings at pator mikes, weither it be during the summer when we swam in the pond, or snowmobileing in the winter.
I miss meeting up with my aunt and riding our horses together.
I miss all the horses shows we went to, when money didnt mean a thing and we were just there to have "fun".
I'll rememeber how much i HATED when they said people just came to have fun... beacuse people came to win.
I miss when i could give her a hug without it hurting her.
I miss when she could laugh without it hurting her ribs.
I miss when weight was my grandmas only concern.
I thought i would never miss helping them clean out that house for the church beacuse it was a waste of my time... but i do miss it... anytime with them i miss.
I miss driving all over the state for stuiped stuff, like a tack store, or a garage sale.
I miss listening to grandmas storys about my dad when he was a kid, and even me.
I miss watching home movies over and over, me and matt swinging eachother around till he fell into the t.v.
I miss bringing my friends over to watch my stuiped home videos.
I miss bring friends out there to ride the horses.
I miss when life was so care free and spending a summer with your grandparents wasnt lame.
I miss playing with the logs in the front livving room for hours.
I miss taking my long ass baths until the water was cold.
I misss the feeling of being out in the middle of nowhere, in a little house with two people that I love.
I miss the sound of grandpa or G-ma getting up in the morning, knowing for sure theyd get me up in about an hour.
I miss the sound of grandma listeing to t.v for awhile while i tried to go to bed, beacuse i was to afriad to go asleep alone.
I miss grandma reading me storys before bed, i love rumpilstillskin and grandmas way of telling the end.
I miss eating all the horses apples before actually giving it to them.
I miss cocoa.
I miss lacey.
I miss galloping through the pasture without being afraid of getting bucked off.
I could go on forever... I have so many memories with my grandparents.. exp. My Grandma.
Idk how i would feel if she died? she is the youngest out of all my grandparents, it just doesnt make sense, it isnt fair.
:-(