Feb 18, 2009 23:57
I'm extremly IRRITATED.
thats all that really needs to be said.
Im just sick of this shit for real.
Its like an old tapes been found and put in the VCR, REPLAY.
over and over and over agian. and whoevers putting the tape in says, oh i swear this is a diffrent movie this time.. nope its the same damn one.
Its all just old, im really just getting damn near done with it.
I know all the words, i know all the scenes, i already know what the ending is, but yet the person keeps on wanting to watch the movie. im about to bounce out this movie theather, ya dig.
How good of imagery is that? gotta keep my skills in check for that paper i have to write tommorow.
Im in no way trying to be mean, its just annoying. When people say one thing and do another. Id rather just write about this in a journal and get it off my chest than talk to the person anyways. Cuse even when i do i get snooped on. And iv talked about this a billion times before and its damn near usless now. I guess people dont understand that when your there TRUE FRIEND, you cant help but have what they do with there life effect you. as much as they say not to worry about it. I cant keep watching someone run into a brick wall while im standing there.. its like hello TURN IN A DIFFRENT DIRECTION, i mean doesnt it hurt to keep running into that wall?? and its sooo hard to keep standing there, i just want to walk off and be like, wow i cant keep watching this person do that to themselfs, its just sad.
i want to just grab on to there shoulders and point them in the right direction but it never works, i just get fought off, told to mind my own buisness.
Watching people hurt themselfs is sad, even when they feel like there so happy, what happens in the end of the movie is devistating... when a tapes been recorded, its so hard to re-write over the ending to make it turn out right, i just dont think its ever going to happen, and it kills me to tell that person beacuse its there FAVORIATE movie.
:-/ i dont want to walk away. I dont want to leave the theater.
But I dont know how much longer i can be pushed aside while someone hurts themself, and be expected to always be there. Or to sit and watch this movie over and over agian, its just exhausting.
Expecially when the main character in the movie is a complete DIck. scum of the earth waste of god's time. ugh, im not going to get started.