Freedom
Theres this feeling iv been having latley that is so amazing .. so refreashing.
Its called Freedom.
I may sound weird.. but i just want to go outside right now and put my arms up in the air take a deep breath and spin around.. but its raining so thats probally not the best idea.
I love having a guy who is there for you.. you know thats tight.. but when someone starts to CONTROl your life and how you live and how you FEEL and how you think.. then it becomes pathetic.
Like me and kayla have been getting along so well now.. and i think back to when we where fighting and it was beacuse i would snap on her if she said one thing that bothered me.. and now its like.. let it go oh well kayla isnt like you montana she does and says diffrent shit, but mike was all about how theres only one way to do things and his way was that way and if you acted any diffrent he would blow up.. and you do start to act like the people you chill with.
Im quiet embaressed that almost always when i get drunk.. drama happens.
#1-Bjs party- i was totally fine!!! if there was one person in the world who could show up and i would try to beat there ass, that person did show up and i started a big thing where BJs family told everyone to leave.. "lets not invite montana anywhere, she starts drama"
#2-Kelseys house sunday night- I punched kayla in the face, enough said
#3-Kelseys house Wensday night- SOMEONE stole my keys and everyone was like chill your just drunk you probally misplaces them, but NOPE knew i was right .. beacuse someone did steal them.. but thats not something i can control!!
#4-Kyles- I got super pissed at kevin and Punched a pole then Punched a garage.. and everyone was probally like WOAH? Pshyco much... but i cant help that kevin had to say some mean shit to me?!?
^ all the above things where not me just getting drunk and going up to someone and being like FUCK YOU bitch lets fight *besides the first one*
SO im not a drama starter, the drama just follows me around
but besides all that stress.. im pretty non stressed right now.. i just want to live... Im only 18 once.. and 19.. and 20 and so forth, i want to make the MOST out of my life.. stop missing out on chances to do shit.. im an adult now, not a child, It my turn to show the world what im made of... act a little crazy, make a few mistakes.. but thats what life is about.. thats what makes it interesting.
Its called Freedom.
I may sound weird.. but i just want to go outside right now and put my arms up in the air take a deep breath and spin around.. but its raining so thats probally not the best idea.
I love having a guy who is there for you.. you know thats tight.. but when someone starts to CONTROl your life and how you live and how you FEEL and how you think.. then it becomes pathetic.
Like me and kayla have been getting along so well now.. and i think back to when we where fighting and it was beacuse i would snap on her if she said one thing that bothered me.. and now its like.. let it go oh well kayla isnt like you montana she does and says diffrent shit, but mike was all about how theres only one way to do things and his way was that way and if you acted any diffrent he would blow up.. and you do start to act like the people you chill with.
Im quiet embaressed that almost always when i get drunk.. drama happens.
#1-Bjs party- i was totally fine!!! if there was one person in the world who could show up and i would try to beat there ass, that person did show up and i started a big thing where BJs family told everyone to leave.. "lets not invite montana anywhere, she starts drama"
#2-Kelseys house sunday night- I punched kayla in the face, enough said
#3-Kelseys house Wensday night- SOMEONE stole my keys and everyone was like chill your just drunk you probally misplaces them, but NOPE knew i was right .. beacuse someone did steal them.. but thats not something i can control!!
#4-Kyles- I got super pissed at kevin and Punched a pole then Punched a garage.. and everyone was probally like WOAH? Pshyco much... but i cant help that kevin had to say some mean shit to me?!?
^ all the above things where not me just getting drunk and going up to someone and being like FUCK YOU bitch lets fight *besides the first one*
SO im not a drama starter, the drama just follows me around
but besides all that stress.. im pretty non stressed right now.. i just want to live... Im only 18 once.. and 19.. and 20 and so forth, i want to make the MOST out of my life.. stop missing out on chances to do shit.. im an adult now, not a child, It my turn to show the world what im made of... act a little crazy, make a few mistakes.. but thats what life is about.. thats what makes it interesting.