May 30, 2006 12:31
memories-
Well i desided to write down some memories i have with ashton before i forget them.
The times in 1st hour freshman year when he always brought out that nasty ass bees wax stuff for his dredlocks.. i wanted to gag, it smelt so bad, i kept trying to put the top on but he just took it off to put his fingers in it then put it in his hair :-x
HIm and seth ALWEAYs talking about gay ass paintball in 1st hour 24/7, always moving back there to sit with them when mr. stokes was like u can move now, listening to his ipod beacuse i let him borrow mine and he BROKE IT!!!?!?? so then he let me borrow his.. and i broke it.
haha
EMilys birthday party when him and tom were like.. over by this dock on the lake i was like wtf are they doing out there. so i went and got them. they were hella bored. but we had pizza.
The time ashton came to my house to give emily a dozen roses.And then the time chris picked me up and with ashton and we went to emilys and jumped on her trampoline that was on a hill so we all kept running into each other.
Always seeing ashton in the hall ways freshman year, walking with him after 1st hour.
Sophemore year, sitting with ashton at lunch, or going into the computer lab, what ever we wanted to do. him showing me that car on autotrader before he got it. playing finger ddr.. lame.
The random times ashton would call and be like " is this montana?....yes?... oh i called the wrong person" SURE U DID lol.
the time i called him and he was half way home and i waslike get ur ass over to my house, and he waslike i have 5 mins before i hafta be home, but he came over anyway and me kristin and kayla showed him our video, aahaha
And he tried walking out the door with kaylas camera, but it was connected to the wall.
ALl the times i rode in his car, his trailblazer.. the time i was having a bad day, but didnt find out till after he was gone, that he came and got me that day to make me feel better.
Always walking with ashton after 6th hour.
ALways talking to him online everytime i came on.
Getting ashton into livejournal and myspace.
The time me and him went and saw "shes the man" and he laughed so hard at the chick with the braces.. and i waslike just like.... haha
HIm driving me and kristin to go see scary movie.. but he couldnt watch it, giving him hugs after he dropped me off.
That day.. 4/20. going to pay his phone bill. Going to the mall, him sitting on the bench by himself beacuse he didnt want to go into pac sun lol. HIm almost leaving me in footlocker beacuse him and kristin wanted to eat. " panda house"... kristin- its panada express. lol
him walking around holister in his holister shirt lol.
trying to take a good pic of me on his phone but i waslike FUCK IT, ill do it later... but i didnt think there wouldnt be a later.
me " you fucker"
him- yeh i did fuck her"
me- would u stop saying that
.. him saying that about everytime u said fucker
him- i want to go snowboarding
me- theres no snow on the mountain
him- there is at the botton u cant see it
me-.. what u going to do with 5 feet long of snow.
talking to ashton on the phone with emily over the summer.. him playing ddr the whole time.
all of our crazy conversations.
we must have talked about anything u could ever think of at one piont or another.
the time we were aspoted to hang out and go to a movie and my dad flipped out.
scared ashton half to death.. and me, i was crying.
but i talked to ashton about it and he made me feel better. saying it was okay,
beaucse iw as sorry my dad was like that.
that day, having ashton pick me nad kristin up in front of my house beacuse my dad was in the garage
seeing all of my old houses in the city, some old school of him, stopping at amandas and jumping on her trampoline.
i knew ashton sence the 8th grade, we became close friends tho over the summer, then this whole school year we spent alot of time together. i got to really know him. and really care about him.
i cant bealive this happened. i never though tthat day in a million years that he was going to die.. it felt just like any other day.. nothing at all made it feel any diffrent.
i miss him.. :-(