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weekend. yaaayy
Friday- Me stephine,kayla,marcy,jessica,kellen,kristin,bobby and tommy we all went to the movies and saw when a stranger calls, witch was acutally a retarted movie. And it was so halarious. haha. tommy got pissed beacuse after something not even scarry would happen girls down in the front would scream for fucking 20 secounds non stop and tommy finally jumped up and it scared me i like jumped in the air he was like " SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!! GOD DAMN" and then he left the theater and went and got the manager and his mom was in the theater to lol. but like 2 other people went and got the managers later aswell. i was getting pissed i wanted to say " if u dont shut up im gonna punch each of u in the face after this movie" so theyjust are gay. so after words tommy gave us a ride back to my house and we picked up taylor, that kid from california. and everyone went back to my hosue and hung out played some pool, some poker, my dad was gone. They were there till like 1 in the morning then they left and me kayla and marcy went to sleep. woke up, they left. And i hung out. Tryied to do some homework. Tommy came back over to buy some pocker chips. other than that i just hung out.
Woke up today. And im doing my homework. I dont want to go to any super bowl partys beacuse i have homework to do, but my dad is gonna be gone.
SOO
my dad and me where talking and he was talking aobut my car. and he said he doesnt want me to get the dirango right away beacuse its like 23,000 dollars or w.e it was. and he said i need to get the feel of it first. so he wants to buy me a jeep or a small SUV for my birthday instead and my grandpa is gonna start looking for it. And i dont care. Beacuse if i where to use the Dirango as my car i would be scared to like go anywhere beacuse if anything happened to that car my dad would be PISSED Beacuse like when i get my car im deffinitly leaving saginaw on the weekends and going to diffrent places to go to shows or somthing and if i go to a show in detriot i dont want my car getting like fucked up and stuff. So i think its better this way. he said its still going to be a nice car, but not 23k. witch is fine with me.
and i desided not to do the AP class;s. BEacuse i just want to get into a college i dont care if i take AP class;s and stuff like that. they are so hard i already was in one and its way to much extra work and u learn just as much in a regular class. I just wish the class's wernt AP beacuse i want to do the class but in AP class;s u have a summer reading list and u have to do work over the summer.
But ya, My grade Piont average fucking SUCKS right now. i have enough credits but i learned .. dont do class;s that u dont want to do. I did spanish so a college would look and see i had a language ya, fuckthat i got a D. i DId honors world studies freshman year, ya i got a D. Went to regular historys class;s and i have A:s.
So yup. and i herd if u mess up ur freshman year its super hard to get ur grade piont average up.
Idk. i just want to make my dad proud. and i cant! i just cant and it makes me so mad!! its like i have no control over my grades beacuse even if i get A:s witch i know i cant, for the next few years left, i still wont get a good GPA.
so i just want to fall over and die. beacuse my dad makes college sound like the most important part of ur life, and it is! it determines ur future. and he expects me to be this super smart kid and he thikns im just not applying my self witch is true! im not. but its a little to late now.
hm wel
im done
Friday- Me stephine,kayla,marcy,jessica,kellen,kristin,bobby and tommy we all went to the movies and saw when a stranger calls, witch was acutally a retarted movie. And it was so halarious. haha. tommy got pissed beacuse after something not even scarry would happen girls down in the front would scream for fucking 20 secounds non stop and tommy finally jumped up and it scared me i like jumped in the air he was like " SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!! GOD DAMN" and then he left the theater and went and got the manager and his mom was in the theater to lol. but like 2 other people went and got the managers later aswell. i was getting pissed i wanted to say " if u dont shut up im gonna punch each of u in the face after this movie" so theyjust are gay. so after words tommy gave us a ride back to my house and we picked up taylor, that kid from california. and everyone went back to my hosue and hung out played some pool, some poker, my dad was gone. They were there till like 1 in the morning then they left and me kayla and marcy went to sleep. woke up, they left. And i hung out. Tryied to do some homework. Tommy came back over to buy some pocker chips. other than that i just hung out.
Woke up today. And im doing my homework. I dont want to go to any super bowl partys beacuse i have homework to do, but my dad is gonna be gone.
SOO
my dad and me where talking and he was talking aobut my car. and he said he doesnt want me to get the dirango right away beacuse its like 23,000 dollars or w.e it was. and he said i need to get the feel of it first. so he wants to buy me a jeep or a small SUV for my birthday instead and my grandpa is gonna start looking for it. And i dont care. Beacuse if i where to use the Dirango as my car i would be scared to like go anywhere beacuse if anything happened to that car my dad would be PISSED Beacuse like when i get my car im deffinitly leaving saginaw on the weekends and going to diffrent places to go to shows or somthing and if i go to a show in detriot i dont want my car getting like fucked up and stuff. So i think its better this way. he said its still going to be a nice car, but not 23k. witch is fine with me.
and i desided not to do the AP class;s. BEacuse i just want to get into a college i dont care if i take AP class;s and stuff like that. they are so hard i already was in one and its way to much extra work and u learn just as much in a regular class. I just wish the class's wernt AP beacuse i want to do the class but in AP class;s u have a summer reading list and u have to do work over the summer.
But ya, My grade Piont average fucking SUCKS right now. i have enough credits but i learned .. dont do class;s that u dont want to do. I did spanish so a college would look and see i had a language ya, fuckthat i got a D. i DId honors world studies freshman year, ya i got a D. Went to regular historys class;s and i have A:s.
So yup. and i herd if u mess up ur freshman year its super hard to get ur grade piont average up.
Idk. i just want to make my dad proud. and i cant! i just cant and it makes me so mad!! its like i have no control over my grades beacuse even if i get A:s witch i know i cant, for the next few years left, i still wont get a good GPA.
so i just want to fall over and die. beacuse my dad makes college sound like the most important part of ur life, and it is! it determines ur future. and he expects me to be this super smart kid and he thikns im just not applying my self witch is true! im not. but its a little to late now.
hm wel
im done