hectic.
That's the best way to describe my life right now.
Here's the rundown:
1) Megs
2) Job Search
3) Samantha
4) Memorial Day Party
5) Prague
1) so things with Megs are turning out good...aside from the her living in new haven...I really need someone here...who I can see...and the 40$ it costs to get to her(or vice versa) is going to be a lot to deal with...I'm gonna have to really reasses things...esp. With my impending shit canning. But it still somehow feels right between us.
2) yep...Liz stated I should start looking for a new job. I know she has someone in mind for my replacement...I'm assuming its jonas due to his retail experience...although its very nice to know so many Borders employees like me and think this shits fucked. As for the Job search...I've submitted my resume to a number of places...none really seem to be panning out...I'm gonna follow up on 2 of them. And the fuse thing..yeah I never got a call...so meh. That woulda been wild though...lulz. I'm also gonna keep on going with this...although my goal of scheduling an interview for my vacation time I requested doesn't look like it'll pan out. Boo.
3) Samantha. Where the fuck do I begin? I kinda in hindsight feel the whole situation was more fucked than with Kate. She seemed genuine...but apparently her liking someone doesn't really mean she really wants them...I tried to be there for her, do the right thing when I could, in the end I realized I needed to worry more about myself and she viewed that as selfish. Whatever...I'm not gonna be broken up over this...I don't have it in me...but her way of handling things...was just a complete slap in the face...and ya know what? I don't need stupid shit and the games she played.
4) Evan, Nancy and Myself are throwing a memorial day RAGER. Its Sunday Mey 25. 4pm til whenever...gonna start out back...cook burgers, hotdogs and listen to tunes...and hopefully kill enough of the keg to make it easy to bring upstairs when it gets dark. I'd really love for megs to be there with me...I want to hold and kiss her while I eat tons of beef. Lol. But alas she moves into her new apt(or dorm..I dunno...same shit on acollege campus) that day...kinda blows...I might go up on memorial day...spend the night etc... but back on topic: come and get drunk. Y'all know how we roll...beer, beef and good tunes.
5) so Evan's in Prague...I'm quickly learning my work schedule doesn't work out for Max very well....I'm gone for @ least 10 hours sometimes 11 a day...so far so good...when I get home he pees a little on the floor....I can't get mad though...he's so excited...can't contain himself...he's used to evan being home all the time...and now nobodys home....I've let him sleep in my bed...he's getting better...but still kinda fails @ sharing the bed....dog kicks me into the corner of the damn bed! Its a queen size bed! He's a freakin jack russel! Wtf! Lol....seriously..its not bad...he's eating..pooing...peeing and all where he's supposed to! And I play with him a bit and snuggle when I'm home....trying to make up for the fact I'm @ work for so damn long...
And that's about everything...Sam officially made my decision easier...I can't be worried about her...she's had ample oppourtunity with me and now that I've opened this door with Megs...I think it may be best to see what happens...its a huge grey area...and I agree with what Ali had stated...so I have multiple reservations...but...I think with all my issues...she's seems to understand and deal with them better than anyone... =)
So that's the rundown...Nancy moves in in 1 week...but the next week is gonna be very quiet....I'm glad I've got mario kart...lol
Here's the rundown:
1) Megs
2) Job Search
3) Samantha
4) Memorial Day Party
5) Prague
1) so things with Megs are turning out good...aside from the her living in new haven...I really need someone here...who I can see...and the 40$ it costs to get to her(or vice versa) is going to be a lot to deal with...I'm gonna have to really reasses things...esp. With my impending shit canning. But it still somehow feels right between us.
2) yep...Liz stated I should start looking for a new job. I know she has someone in mind for my replacement...I'm assuming its jonas due to his retail experience...although its very nice to know so many Borders employees like me and think this shits fucked. As for the Job search...I've submitted my resume to a number of places...none really seem to be panning out...I'm gonna follow up on 2 of them. And the fuse thing..yeah I never got a call...so meh. That woulda been wild though...lulz. I'm also gonna keep on going with this...although my goal of scheduling an interview for my vacation time I requested doesn't look like it'll pan out. Boo.
3) Samantha. Where the fuck do I begin? I kinda in hindsight feel the whole situation was more fucked than with Kate. She seemed genuine...but apparently her liking someone doesn't really mean she really wants them...I tried to be there for her, do the right thing when I could, in the end I realized I needed to worry more about myself and she viewed that as selfish. Whatever...I'm not gonna be broken up over this...I don't have it in me...but her way of handling things...was just a complete slap in the face...and ya know what? I don't need stupid shit and the games she played.
4) Evan, Nancy and Myself are throwing a memorial day RAGER. Its Sunday Mey 25. 4pm til whenever...gonna start out back...cook burgers, hotdogs and listen to tunes...and hopefully kill enough of the keg to make it easy to bring upstairs when it gets dark. I'd really love for megs to be there with me...I want to hold and kiss her while I eat tons of beef. Lol. But alas she moves into her new apt(or dorm..I dunno...same shit on acollege campus) that day...kinda blows...I might go up on memorial day...spend the night etc... but back on topic: come and get drunk. Y'all know how we roll...beer, beef and good tunes.
5) so Evan's in Prague...I'm quickly learning my work schedule doesn't work out for Max very well....I'm gone for @ least 10 hours sometimes 11 a day...so far so good...when I get home he pees a little on the floor....I can't get mad though...he's so excited...can't contain himself...he's used to evan being home all the time...and now nobodys home....I've let him sleep in my bed...he's getting better...but still kinda fails @ sharing the bed....dog kicks me into the corner of the damn bed! Its a queen size bed! He's a freakin jack russel! Wtf! Lol....seriously..its not bad...he's eating..pooing...peeing and all where he's supposed to! And I play with him a bit and snuggle when I'm home....trying to make up for the fact I'm @ work for so damn long...
And that's about everything...Sam officially made my decision easier...I can't be worried about her...she's had ample oppourtunity with me and now that I've opened this door with Megs...I think it may be best to see what happens...its a huge grey area...and I agree with what Ali had stated...so I have multiple reservations...but...I think with all my issues...she's seems to understand and deal with them better than anyone... =)
So that's the rundown...Nancy moves in in 1 week...but the next week is gonna be very quiet....I'm glad I've got mario kart...lol