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i think i've figured it all out. i can't keep hanging on to something that i've held on to since 8th grade, no matter how much i want to. i can't get myself all miserable over one person, no matter how special she is. i can't let this summer slip by being melancholy over recent events, no matter how hard it is. i'm never falling for this fucking trap again. i really hope i can find some finality soon in this whole situation. this fucking sucks.