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lately i've been really into the idea of quiet nights. no partying, no going out. maybe a couple of friends over to sit around and talk and/or watch a movie or go on a bicycle rides late at night and see dead streets and empty sidewalks. i enjoyed parts of that when i was in new york; there was just something about the idea that some place so huge, so packed, so important could be so still and so quiet. it's kind of welcome after the frantic and desperate feelings that have surfaced in my work and actions. although, i am certain this attitude will change, just as it did in the past, just as it did when i felt terrible when it felt like i was doing nothing important. i'm just so indecisive. it's why everything is slashed.