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[momentsnluv]

i have been thinking lately about myself, and just...how i am. ive been thinking about whether or not i am a good person, am i a bitch, and i just feel really weird. like my mind isnt all the way here, and i feel like my life is passing before my eyes, and i feel as if i have no real friends, and then i feel like i am losing haley and adelina, my two best friends in the whole world. and i dont want that cuz they know so much about me and i luv them so much. they have always been there for me through everything. and i just feel so damn depressed. its like i cant stay happy. like today i went out with adria and chuck. we went to sand city to get my phone exchanged at verizon, then we went to jamba juice, then we went to whole foods, and then we went out for sushi, finally coming here. chuck is really funny. he bought a big round loaf of bread and he wanted to cut it into a bread bowl, and fill it with cream of brocoli.i noe weird, but funny. very funny. :)
i just feel so tired. tired of myself, tired of school, tired of people, and most of all, tired of life. i dont know what to feel anymore. like, i dont feel like i am me. :( well im going to go. and be by myself until dinner time