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[momentshaveyou]

i have come to realize what real genuine people look like. and most of the people i put my trust in wouldn't really fall into that category. some people tell you they will be there for you. but something tiny always gets in the way. every time. when i am really truly in need, i can never count on anybody. this is the last time i will be in serious need of a floor, and i can't count on anybody. but i am not fleeing to ohio. i can't. i don't have anyone there anymore, because i threw them out having so much faith in this city. and i haven't lost faith in this city. just most of the people in it. get over your awkward social ggraces and throw away your rulebook. i don't see the light of god through you. i see some boy looking for a hold on your leash. the thought was nice though. maybe someday when i have proved myself a good person. but hopefully at that point i wont need assistance. maybe then i will be able to offer it. maybe i will grow up.

i have my backseat to sleep on.
i have no reason to complain.
praise the lord, over all of this.
praise the lord for awkward steams.
praise the lord for uneasy motions.
praise the lord for dark corridors.
praise the lord over all of this.