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[momentshaveyou]

it seemed small and harmless
all our fears were weightless
i couldnt hold my jaw tight enough
my teeth chattered and my lips dried
i couldve said i love you,
but instead i just cried

the broken body bleeds inside
the shaky hands try their best
to hold each other tight and tighter
you said "i wont be getting better"
so i carve another name into
the tree i pass each day
on my way on my way on my way
to your house, where id give anything
for just one more screaming stay

im sorry, giver, father, mother, lover
i wont forget your birthday next year.

oh my dear god, why cant i stop these
arms from spinning i cant see three
feet ahead of me, these clocks wont stop
my watch just clicks, clicks, clicks
i need a fix, i need a trick, i need a miracle
i need you to exist or something to appear

faith in diamonds, moonlit drives,
love of mine, keeper of my soul
im taking this back from you.
i want all control.

goddamn the day they told me about you.