sad~!@~
hey guys whtcha been up to well ummmmmmmmm friday i stayed home nady came over and i tlked to my friend just friend tyler all night cuss i had no one else and i needed someone to tlk to ~!@~ god im so depressed right now andi h ave no clue why i guess cuss everything is goin wrong i lost zac and i dont think im gettin him bak he doesnt care about me anymore im a thread in the wind :( anyways well ya and justin wants to ask me out and i dont want to go with him im stuck on zac which i kno i should move on cuss im not gettin him bak cuss he doesnt want me but i cant help the way i feel i mean it is how my heart feels and i should have listin to it when me and him were goin out and not have been so dumb but im am dumb god come someone just give me some closure on this crap god ~!@~ leave comments plz plz no one does ~!@~mabey im crazyyy but atleast im still around still feels like the first time to stand here by ur side together regaurdless we wlk through the darkness still feels like the first day of my life ~~~~!!@@~~~
this is the song of the day and it goes out to zacko ~~~!@~~~with my little words added(zac)
(the one i love )
Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
Take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore
The one I love(zac)
Is striking me down on my knees
The one I love(zac)
Drowning me in my dreams
The one I love(zac)
Over and over again
Dragging me under
Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore
This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown
So take my life, I don't need it anymore
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