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3:30 in the morning. I'm laying here wishing I could sleep.
Wishing God would take me from this place to you.
I can't handle alone. I can't handle not being touched. No hugs for days.
Your voice is gone.
Your comfort is missing.
I have no feet to connect with in bed.
I would pay a friend to cuddle but they take my texts out of context and show them to others saying they're going to bang me.
No one going to bang me.
I'm alone forever.
Aren't i? Me against the world
I'm so lonely.
You don't even come in my dreams even though I ask you too.
I don't hear you anymore.
I've died inside. Why can't I die outside too?
No amount of money could buy me back.
Because you were a giant part of me. You gave me a future. A reason to live. A will to live. Without you I have become small.
I keep trying to build myself up. But I don't even know what to build up to.
I've never been important but to you, I was your wife. I was your future. I was the same, as you always told me.
Now I am missing. I am dead. I am alone.
You are gone. Forever lost. And my eterinity is here with hate filled people. It was always you they loved. Not me. Funny how you said they were my friends, not yours. You were wrong. So wrong.
Wishing God would take me from this place to you.
I can't handle alone. I can't handle not being touched. No hugs for days.
Your voice is gone.
Your comfort is missing.
I have no feet to connect with in bed.
I would pay a friend to cuddle but they take my texts out of context and show them to others saying they're going to bang me.
No one going to bang me.
I'm alone forever.
Aren't i? Me against the world
I'm so lonely.
You don't even come in my dreams even though I ask you too.
I don't hear you anymore.
I've died inside. Why can't I die outside too?
No amount of money could buy me back.
Because you were a giant part of me. You gave me a future. A reason to live. A will to live. Without you I have become small.
I keep trying to build myself up. But I don't even know what to build up to.
I've never been important but to you, I was your wife. I was your future. I was the same, as you always told me.
Now I am missing. I am dead. I am alone.
You are gone. Forever lost. And my eterinity is here with hate filled people. It was always you they loved. Not me. Funny how you said they were my friends, not yours. You were wrong. So wrong.