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Aug 07, 2003 12:56

this is our final transmission. this is the last thing i will say to you for a long, long time. i'm putting it here because i know you'll see it. i'm putting it here so i see it too. i was once so thrilled with you; by you. now you're just a fake, another pretty face but my eyes have always seen past everything else. why should i start to make exceptions for you?

i see past people to see the best in them. for some reason, i just don't know what to see in you anymore. everything i see in someone is 90% them and 10% what i am putting into them; if i want to see the best, i find it. i can't put that into you anymore. it just doesn't make any sense to me anymore. but i do hope that he's everything i'm not. i hope he's just as fake and just as frustrated and tired. and if you find anything out on that old road, only you and your ghost will know.

again, goodbye. this time, it won't be a simple change of seasons to change my mind. it's going to take a lot more than leaves to make me return from leaving you behind.

remember that friends only means friends only.

for everyone else who has to read this, be assured, this is the LAST of anything i have to say about this person. may your hearts, and minds, be put to rest. you have all been very generous with them, as well as your shoulders, but i no longer wish to bury my problems inside you. i am proud to say that i am now satisfied with putting them UNDERGROUND.
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