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[momentofglory]

i gave up being the assistant manager at my old job to move onto magpies down on 4th. i worked tonight and hated it. it sucks. its like they're the pizza nazi's...i don't know if i should go back and accept my old job or take on life full charge with this new job. i work harder and get paid less. is it worth the experience? or is managing my own store at the age of 18 a better oppurtunity? i have till tomorrow to decide, well i hope anyways. it was yesterday, the deadline that is...if they want me back, i think i'll go back. i hate working with pizza, i'm excited for school to start. i wish i could find the girl i was looking for, or at least know the girl i was looking for. what am i looking for? i don't really know. i miss what i had with her. and thats sad to think that i still think about it and i know there are girls out there, but honestly, i don't want to waste my time because i know i want to be with you.

is taking 5 classes accepting life at full charge already? or do i need to start fresh? i'm so confused. assistant manager, regular worker...fuck. i know some of you may think this is crazy, but i can't make up my mind. i don't know. fuck. college. wow. i hope i make it. adios.