Hrmmmmph
Today is done. Slam dunk. I had a great time at my depression meeting tonight. One person had a panic attack and fainted and someone else went on an out of the blue crying jag. Nice - we keep each other entertained. I don't know what I would do if I had to fit into the Normal World. Have Normal Friends. Do Normal Stuff on Normal Weekends. Screw that. I like my life for what it is. I know where I belong and who I am, even if it is a whacky quirky freak. I like my whacky quirky freakishness. I like my whacky quirky friends. I like my new meds too :). It's nice not to feel like I'm at the bottom of a pit every moment. Nice to leave the house without having to work myself up to it for hours beforehand. Nice not to live in paranoia. A buddy told me about a book I need to track down called "Pronoia - the global conspiracy to shower you with blessings". Sounds like a winner to me. The universe is my friend. Even if it does have a sense of humor as sick as mine some days. Now I just need a job - no prob there - and soon I'll be rich. RICH!!!! Now I need to figure out how to post just to ME. Hmmmm frickin rocket science.