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my life is accidentally pretty much perfect. i politely asked to share someone's ashtray and things started moving very fast and it was like i'd come to in the backseat of a cat being steered quickly and expertly in the right direction and everyone was wearing their seatbelts and had the windows down and the right song playing and there was just the right amount of rain on the windsheild and i wasn't even nervous because i wasn't the one driving.
suddenly i have all this energy to get up and go to work for seven days straight and still stay up late in robin's apartment, pulling things like apple turnovers and soup and beer out of my purse and actually being myself around the girls that i know. i have energy to drag a desk down the hall by myself and rearrange my house perfectly with a twice-the-size it was bathroom and the perfect closet i've always dreamed of. i am laughing and laughing and smiling all the time.
my problems right now at this minute: i have very little money, he tried to give me 100 dollars and should have known better, other money-problems (taxes, car taxes), he keeps trying to buy me dinner every day, i am getting fatter because he is buying me dinner every day.
dear kennedy
i miss you. only 7 months til we live together! only 5 days til i see you!! i love you.
suddenly i have all this energy to get up and go to work for seven days straight and still stay up late in robin's apartment, pulling things like apple turnovers and soup and beer out of my purse and actually being myself around the girls that i know. i have energy to drag a desk down the hall by myself and rearrange my house perfectly with a twice-the-size it was bathroom and the perfect closet i've always dreamed of. i am laughing and laughing and smiling all the time.
my problems right now at this minute: i have very little money, he tried to give me 100 dollars and should have known better, other money-problems (taxes, car taxes), he keeps trying to buy me dinner every day, i am getting fatter because he is buying me dinner every day.
dear kennedy
i miss you. only 7 months til we live together! only 5 days til i see you!! i love you.