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i keep forgetting to go home. elon came over and said "you are disgusting, your house is disgusting." it's not my fault! i'm never home! anyway it's not even disgusting, it's just clothes and beer bottles and coffee cups and a cat.
today i said to myself "i can't stay out of school night not ANYMORE." but i remembered that i left my toothbrush over there and now i'll have to go back and get it and probably i'll be late for my math test tomorrow or maybe just sleep through it entirely, that would be great.
i keep accidentally buying shirts instead of groceries and cat litter. i'm even supposed to be studying for that math test RIGHT NOW, but i'm not. i'm never doing what i'm supposed to be doing when i'm supposed to be doing it, but it usually gets done, some time.
during across the floor work in ballet i can't spot, i just can't, and i definitely cannot turn to the left. she said "just try spotting" and i said "i'm TRYING" and then i cried hot little tears and could not explain to anyone why i was so upset.
i am between two and ten minutes late for everything in my life and i am not really sure why i can't look and sound the way i'm supposed to and do what i'm supposed to but at least i have a job and school and friends and basically a boyfriend all at the same time alright? so there. it's very hard.
today i said to myself "i can't stay out of school night not ANYMORE." but i remembered that i left my toothbrush over there and now i'll have to go back and get it and probably i'll be late for my math test tomorrow or maybe just sleep through it entirely, that would be great.
i keep accidentally buying shirts instead of groceries and cat litter. i'm even supposed to be studying for that math test RIGHT NOW, but i'm not. i'm never doing what i'm supposed to be doing when i'm supposed to be doing it, but it usually gets done, some time.
during across the floor work in ballet i can't spot, i just can't, and i definitely cannot turn to the left. she said "just try spotting" and i said "i'm TRYING" and then i cried hot little tears and could not explain to anyone why i was so upset.
i am between two and ten minutes late for everything in my life and i am not really sure why i can't look and sound the way i'm supposed to and do what i'm supposed to but at least i have a job and school and friends and basically a boyfriend all at the same time alright? so there. it's very hard.