as small as a world and as large as alone, part iv of ix

[xenoamorist]

iv.

sometimes he desires pleasure.

pleasure is - unnecessary.

silence.

What comfort he can give, he should.

heat                                           
                move
                  receive                       
                        deliver.

(but that was many years ago now.
                                      There is no one here - )

the feeling of something in your hand:
                              the solidity of it,

pleasure between his fingers,
                                    the tangibility of his presence,
                                    like Heaven surrounding him.

He is right, is
                                            the only one he has -

the impulses get tangled up and he frowns,
                                      uncertain.

"This doesn't feel right," Castiel says.
                                        their bodies, like this.

"It will," and there is a hint
    of something in his voice.

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