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[kool keith-master of the game] My grandfather annoys the fuck out of me, I found the limited edition version of Final Fantasy X Remastered I wanted, and the most recent classmate that I am attracted to has a boyfriend. Like the three before. Other than that, nothing really going on here. School is fine, work is crap retail, and I still have one friend in town.
That lack of friends here makes me sadder that Sasha is moving back to Atlanta. Chicago is five hours away, but that is close enough for me to feel like she was nearby. I have only visited her twice, but they were super fun visits and I have always had the option to do so again. But now she;s moving 750 miles away, back to a city I will try never to set foot in again due to so many bad memories. And that just makes me feel sad. Of all the acquaintances I made down south, Sasha is one of the few who became a real friend. And despite our differences, we have remained friends. I have recently felt like she is pulling away, but even if she is, it has been a great friendship and I will miss having her "close" by. [transformer-gnarls barkley]
I visited my ann arbor friend last week. he's very sick. It's reached the point where he loses balance when trying to walk and can feels tired sitting upright for too long. I worry about him so much and wish there was more to do. he doesn't like doctors, so is loathe to try finding a specialist, but I keep asking him about it since the regular doctors can't find a cause for the pain and lack of mobility, and have written him off as psychosomatic. I want him healthy and fear what his life will be like should he get worse.
And some of this is selfishness on my part because I miss when he could walk. We have grown closer over the years, and now that our friendship is as strong as it is, we have talked about going on road trips and whatnot, but he can't because of he health concerns. That makes me feel bad cos I really want to go on random explorations with him. That's always been my big dream, and I was so happy to finally have a friend who felt the same, but now…
So, I stayed with him last week and read to him and we talked and laughed and it was lovely. And that makes me happy, but then I leave, return to this house and go back to feeling as lonely as ever while some other friend takes my place out there. And I just think, 'where are all my other friends?"
[because you loved me-celine dion]
Gaemstop.com messed up an order of mine and I was given the choice of having a check mailed to me or getting a gift card for the order amount. Like a dummy, I c hose the gift card. I hate being poor.
I emailed Halley last week, about the attack. I held off as long as possible, but I was feeling unbearably isolated and afraid and since virtually no one on FB acknowledged the incident, I turned to her for support. She replied and we corresponded awhile. It was cool. I felt good, but also bad for caving in. I am not supposed to be revisiting that part of my past, but I felt like I was strong enough not to let it effect me negatively. And I was right. [sweet spots-Fiery furnaces]
Sure, I would love to be able to email her and exchange tales of our respective lives, but that's not gonna happen, and unlike just last year, I am ok with that. It doesn't make me feel sad. it is just how life is and I accept it.
I wish I had some ice cream and someone to eat it with while we watch wrestling.
I asked this girl in class for her number and we were texting today and she casually mentioned she has a boyfriend. So, that's three this semester.
That lack of friends here makes me sadder that Sasha is moving back to Atlanta. Chicago is five hours away, but that is close enough for me to feel like she was nearby. I have only visited her twice, but they were super fun visits and I have always had the option to do so again. But now she;s moving 750 miles away, back to a city I will try never to set foot in again due to so many bad memories. And that just makes me feel sad. Of all the acquaintances I made down south, Sasha is one of the few who became a real friend. And despite our differences, we have remained friends. I have recently felt like she is pulling away, but even if she is, it has been a great friendship and I will miss having her "close" by. [transformer-gnarls barkley]
I visited my ann arbor friend last week. he's very sick. It's reached the point where he loses balance when trying to walk and can feels tired sitting upright for too long. I worry about him so much and wish there was more to do. he doesn't like doctors, so is loathe to try finding a specialist, but I keep asking him about it since the regular doctors can't find a cause for the pain and lack of mobility, and have written him off as psychosomatic. I want him healthy and fear what his life will be like should he get worse.
And some of this is selfishness on my part because I miss when he could walk. We have grown closer over the years, and now that our friendship is as strong as it is, we have talked about going on road trips and whatnot, but he can't because of he health concerns. That makes me feel bad cos I really want to go on random explorations with him. That's always been my big dream, and I was so happy to finally have a friend who felt the same, but now…
So, I stayed with him last week and read to him and we talked and laughed and it was lovely. And that makes me happy, but then I leave, return to this house and go back to feeling as lonely as ever while some other friend takes my place out there. And I just think, 'where are all my other friends?"
[because you loved me-celine dion]
Gaemstop.com messed up an order of mine and I was given the choice of having a check mailed to me or getting a gift card for the order amount. Like a dummy, I c hose the gift card. I hate being poor.
I emailed Halley last week, about the attack. I held off as long as possible, but I was feeling unbearably isolated and afraid and since virtually no one on FB acknowledged the incident, I turned to her for support. She replied and we corresponded awhile. It was cool. I felt good, but also bad for caving in. I am not supposed to be revisiting that part of my past, but I felt like I was strong enough not to let it effect me negatively. And I was right. [sweet spots-Fiery furnaces]
Sure, I would love to be able to email her and exchange tales of our respective lives, but that's not gonna happen, and unlike just last year, I am ok with that. It doesn't make me feel sad. it is just how life is and I accept it.
I wish I had some ice cream and someone to eat it with while we watch wrestling.
I asked this girl in class for her number and we were texting today and she casually mentioned she has a boyfriend. So, that's three this semester.