I'm back.
Or at least i'm going to try to be.
Let see... what's changed since i was last here...
well i chopped off all my hair. I donated to locks of love and thats about the only thing im happy about with it at this point. I loved it for like 3 days and now i am ready to rip it out. I just feel like....
...im not me anymore. Idk
I am also expecting baby #2. I will be 10 weeks tomorrow.
It was quite a shock.
I'm still in a kind of OMG im about to do it all over again mode. But happy none the less. I think.
I know im tired of being tired, and headaches, and nausea, and ceamping, and peeing.
Me and my daughter are sick. I hate sickness. UGH. I am drained.
I really really feel i need a vacay. I don't even feel like myself lately.
I find myself getting annoyed about stupid things with emma. I used to have more patience. What is happening to me?
I don't know what my deal is but id love nothing more than a huge wad of cash in my hand and it being spent (thats if i could find a way to spend money on myself without feeling guilty) on anything fun and away from here.
I guess im just stressed and tired and its getting to me.
But im tired of it getting to me.
Idk.. i dont have much else to say. Hopefully i will be on more. I wish i had kept at this.
Let see... what's changed since i was last here...
well i chopped off all my hair. I donated to locks of love and thats about the only thing im happy about with it at this point. I loved it for like 3 days and now i am ready to rip it out. I just feel like....
...im not me anymore. Idk
I am also expecting baby #2. I will be 10 weeks tomorrow.
It was quite a shock.
I'm still in a kind of OMG im about to do it all over again mode. But happy none the less. I think.
I know im tired of being tired, and headaches, and nausea, and ceamping, and peeing.
Me and my daughter are sick. I hate sickness. UGH. I am drained.
I really really feel i need a vacay. I don't even feel like myself lately.
I find myself getting annoyed about stupid things with emma. I used to have more patience. What is happening to me?
I don't know what my deal is but id love nothing more than a huge wad of cash in my hand and it being spent (thats if i could find a way to spend money on myself without feeling guilty) on anything fun and away from here.
I guess im just stressed and tired and its getting to me.
But im tired of it getting to me.
Idk.. i dont have much else to say. Hopefully i will be on more. I wish i had kept at this.