Sep 05, 2005 03:11
tonight reminded me of why i hate drinking. why i hate girls. why i hate life. i thought finally i found the girl i could take home to mom. we got in four arguements tonight.... what the mother fuck... i am so pissed. i'm not drunk, but goddammit everyone else is. i'm sick of fucking argueing with my friends about why i should like her. i'm sick of fucking argueing with her. god i just wanna slaughter someone or at least slaughter myself. i hate fucking girls and ex girls and friends and ex friends. i hate people with morals and i hate people who are people.... FUCK...
but
i still have pain... when everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you're alive....
with ____
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