Rainy day thoughts

Dec 10, 2004 16:55

I don't know about where you are but here it's been raining a lot. It's dark, rainy, and chilly. Pretty depressing if you ask me. I hope the sun comes out tomorrow. Still not working and still waiting for my turn for training. You know my "refresher." If something doesn't happen soon I am going to have to take any job I can find until my name comes up for training. My case manager said it could be 4 to 6 months. I'm hoping the new year at least brings it faster.
Leigh.......I know you are just being yourself, but try not to stress about "things" you can't control. You'll never know all the good a simple smile can do. So............keep smiling! And especially keep smiling at a certain someone. I don't know how anyone could ever resist your eyes and your smiling face. I believe in my heart there is something between the two of you. The seed is planted, now let it grow. I also believe he truly cares about you. He seems to want to relieve your mind of it's troubles, make you "feel" better and make you smile. So what if the two of you do your "sparring" in between, it's all part of the game. You know the game of love. I think he knows "who" you are and what you stand for and what you won't stand for. Remember a true friend doesn't get in your way: unless you happen to be going down. Enjoy the moments you have together and look forward to the next time you can "hang out." Sorry I didn't have $ to get you a really nice birthday gift or to send mega bucks. I will make it up to you when I am back to work. I always feel so stressed this time of year. I try to remember that darkness can't drive out darkness, only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that. So let the love light shine! I wish that for you on your birthday, at Christmas, and everyday cause you are "pecial." I love you and miss you soooooooo much!
Lan........your eyebrows look wonderful/beautiful/sexy etc. They really bring out your eyes. My wish for you is Johnny with a bow! Hope you are enjoying your games and don't let them get you are stressed out, uptight, and out of sight. You are a very special, not sped, individual. You not only give what you have, you give what you are and that is truly pecial. Most everyone that knows you respects your "old soul." You are dus a big, sqooshy teddy bear and I love you 2 piece. We are Liam's "girls" and don't you forget it. "What's yer doing?" Have lots of fun at Hannukah at Aunt Jackie's. Don't eat too many pickled herring, matzoh balls, and watch out for himpes! Gotta go, cause I don't want to write a novel, only a novella! Love you guys sooooooooo much. Till the next time..............Mam
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