Jun 08, 2005 23:35
Maybe things will finally start to work out for the better. And maybe it's going to start feeling a little bit more like summer.
How do you know when you're being completely serious about something, about changing something, going through with something, and not just saying the words. I found out today, and it's something everyone will at some point. You just know. Just like when you know you're in love...you just know.
Nobodys perfect, but noone should overreact about little things either. It's time to start changing.
JEsus an ant just crawled by me, and it looks like its drunk because we got our house fumegated yesterday for a carpenter ant infestation, and it takes like 2 weeks for them all to die completely. GROsssssssss gross gross. And as Vic was kind enough to make me think about-I wonder how many of them I ate in my sleep while the house was "infested"? Infested is such a nasty term though, it makes me think that the walls were like CRAWLING with ants, when I only saw one in reality. It was still so disturbing though. I was reading my book (yes, I'm a book nerd, thats why I'm one of the coolest, smartest people you will ever meet hehe), and I felt something crunchy in the back of my book and thought "odd, this has never happened before..." and i looked inbetween the back cover and the last page and there was a giant fuckin carpenter ant. These shits are at least an inch long with yellowish bottoms and fucking WINGS...they can FLY. i freaked and immediately slammed the book shut as hard as i could and it made this horrible crunching noise...oh my goodness I was so disgusted.
Anyways, tomorrow I have a math test which I am (as usual) doomed in...
Until next time...peace