Do one thing every day that scares you
I met a boy.
Well, I've known him since last year, but never really hung out with him until this year. He's a chill person, doesn't push himself on me, and makes me laugh. We'll see what happens with this, but I'm really not expecting too much. I've learned never to expect anything from anyone. I personally think he's cute, whilst others may not. He isn't fit or cut or anything like that, but he's not really fat. I want to get to know him, he thinks and percieves things alot differently than many people I've met.
And no, nothing sexual has happened between us except for making out. And I've slept over at his place a couple times, but that resulted in just cuddling. He's like a big teddy bear.
I am trying hard not to compare him to my last boyfriend, but it's hard because I was so in love with him. He wants to learn alot more about me, he's said, but I don't want to get too close to him and then get fucked over...typical of many relationships I'm sure.
I don't know, I'm feeling somewhat depressed right now even though nothing has happened. I'm just thinking too much of the past, which I haven't done in a while.
I'm starting to miss my carefree summer when I didn't have to worry about the future.
Well, I've known him since last year, but never really hung out with him until this year. He's a chill person, doesn't push himself on me, and makes me laugh. We'll see what happens with this, but I'm really not expecting too much. I've learned never to expect anything from anyone. I personally think he's cute, whilst others may not. He isn't fit or cut or anything like that, but he's not really fat. I want to get to know him, he thinks and percieves things alot differently than many people I've met.
And no, nothing sexual has happened between us except for making out. And I've slept over at his place a couple times, but that resulted in just cuddling. He's like a big teddy bear.
I am trying hard not to compare him to my last boyfriend, but it's hard because I was so in love with him. He wants to learn alot more about me, he's said, but I don't want to get too close to him and then get fucked over...typical of many relationships I'm sure.
I don't know, I'm feeling somewhat depressed right now even though nothing has happened. I'm just thinking too much of the past, which I haven't done in a while.
I'm starting to miss my carefree summer when I didn't have to worry about the future.